Natural Portal? Where?

We can't find it, see it, feel it. It's gone. The two trees are gone.
We. Are. Stuck.
I have no clue what to do now. I'm not panicking! I AM NOT PANICKING!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, maybe just a little.
I'm super-uber-stressed after some maybe fights in the last few days. Our flock had a fight with each other too. I was the last to try and open the portal....and I just tried like 5 minutes ago, and numerous times. I was blogging before that, and now here I blog again.
I feel lost, okay? I feel really sick of this. Dan thinks that maybe the portal was moved. I don't think so. His voice gave it away.
On the bright side, no one's home at my old house, which is empty of everything actually. We're going to spend the night there and take showers and use the toilets and do all that. It's easy to break into a house, but now it's hard to break into another world. Seems logical, but I remember when it was the opposite. HA! Like that's likely. It sure does suck painfully. Maybe I'll go to Haley's house or something. I could find out where she lives and get her personal help. Her parents might be happy to see her bring home a new friend, so I better not look trashed as I am now. A shower would be amazing if only my house had towels and shampoo and stuff. I have that stuff with me actually, but not enough for all of us.
Off we go...

~*Star*

Blockage

Another reason why we haven't been back to Crystaralight is because there is a block. Our portals won't open, and I can't get through to Dawna. We are stuck, unless the natural portals work. We are trying to figuer out how to get to the one behind my old house without get caught.

Yesterday and the day before we were attacked by those darn stupid lupins again. I'm not in a good mood. I'm all stratched up and stuff. I'm very soar.

I think Darkstar's back. I think she created the new block. This is bad news for me especially. She might be isolating me and she may get in my head again.

I don't know what else to say....I still can't stop thinking about what happened on the Resistance cbox. Liam thinks I'm a seer. Just because he thinks the goldish-green "ring" (blotch) in my eyes is orange. I may be psychic and stuff, but I don't know. I don't like it when I find out life-changing new info in my fantasy-story-clechee' life.

Dan really has to answer my questions soon.
I can't be the onlyone to post junk on here.

~*Star*

P.S. Stay Safe you Humans: Haley, Kaitlyn, Emily, Lexi, Fake-Mom, Fake-Dad, Other old friends, and whoever else! Psychics too!